Just want to run My life as simple as i want

I dont know why, every time i'm back here (jakarta) it must be a lot a problem i shud face. It's not my personal Problem. Firstly, we must move from the house which already rented for 6 years. The owner said, they didnt want to continue the rent want to fixed the house. Ok, we accept it, but they just give us 3 weeks to clean the house from our stuff...Hetic of course, confused absolutely...

we are looking for the new house to rent, it's not easy. the price to high or the place not suitable for us. Till now we still not found the house, the limit only 14 days more. At this situation, one of my closed family talked about my bro, he looks underestimate to my brother. I dont know wny? maybe coz he have money rite now. He always show that he dont like what my brother do.

I just listen and talked to my heart, "You just too arogant to talked bout my bro", but i dont want to fight..just keep silent. and i tell to my dad about the situation, but my dad cant help anything. He said, "if i'm always help your brother he cant grow up". They will always ask me for help. I dont hv solution for this case, in one side my dad's is rite, but in another side i'm fell sad seeing my bro get this problem. I try to xplain, but my dad doesnt want to hear, i feel so sad. he said you can move here (medan) if you not feel happy there. you can sent your things later.

they can talked as easy as they want, they never know what i feel. I just want to run my life as simple as i want. but it cant. i live here not only my self, i hv family. Sometimes i ask God, why always me or i am to fragile. maybe for some people it as simple things,but for me its too hard.